Today I was with Carmen. Carmen is a very kind woman. The pictures here don't do her justice. She has a very pretty face that can laugh very nicely. She looks so sinister in the photos here. The reality is completely different. Today's date was not easy for me because otherwise I'm always 'only' out as a sub. Today I met a woman whose passion is to be self-dominated. I was definitely the wrong person. But if you don't try something like that, you'll never know how it feels. I had written to her beforehand that this would be new territory for me. At the beginning we had a very detailed discussion and that was - in my case - right and important. She has a lovely smile and a really happy manner. She likes to laugh and a lot. That was already fun. The date itself was very unusual for me because I was not subjected. I was not hurt either. Usually that's exactly why I go to the ladies of the commercial trade. Today was different, and what can I say, it was beautiful, just beautiful. Now I saw myself completely unable to hurt her in any way, because that's just not what I'm made for. So I don't think I contributed in any way to her physical fulfillment, but she laughed a lot and somehow that was very good for me. It was a great meeting. I am happy to give all the stars that I can give here. I told her that I have only gone to a very few women more than once. I think the chances are very good here. Unknowingly, she showed me that there are other things than pain and submission and that is exactly what I would like to repeat again. Many, many thanks Carmen
