Finally, I was able to feel the happiness feeling as SEIN BOTTOM for the first time. When he finally fixed me on Sunday in the sling with all fours for my misconduct and several different disrespect, as well as postponed and yet unfinished tasks in the sling with all fours as punishment. At my own request; to refrain from stop-abortion and any small breaks. In addition, as brutal as possible to let your fullest strength on me without compassion and even completely without taboo attention. But before that, MEIN TOP first gave his misguided, spoiled and often ungrateful mutt dry sore fucking, grace and grease were sold out today. What an extremely bestial and justified totour, every punch and boot kick sat with excruciating accuracy and deserved brutality. He also chased electricity through my body, which made my muscles freeze. Incapacitated to move, I couldn't defend myself or protect myself at all. From now on, my flogging became even unbearably harsher, I had extreme pain in my chest and then I was clearly dazed twice within short moments and immediately begged in a whimpering tone for all kinds of forgiveness, mercy and even lighter blows towards the end . I feel much better, the filthy guilty conscience is a bit more neutral and I can see myself in the mirror again without getting the urge to polish my face immediately. I never understood the extreme and unconditional way of submitting before. I couldn't have completely entrusted my responsibility to any guy before without being constantly ready to react to perceived dangers. Thank you for this gift of freedom in your head and heart. Thanks to our experiences and your gift, I have finally been able to build up, hard and demanding, but at the same time just and precautionary in dealing and working with myself, perfect and safe trust in a person for almost 15 years. In addition, it's awesome, pretty difficult so that I am challenged and the most blatant thing of all: a new way of loving that I didn't know yet. From the deepest gratitude in the heart as well as from the fullest respect and admiration. Bottom: Markus Hund: Rufus
